Last week I failed. I hate to admit it but I need to. I didn't lift for over a week, when I did lift I sucked. I am very disappointed in myself, which if you do not know is a hundred times worse than a parent being disappointed in you.
I thought, 'Hey, I've lost some weight, my boyfriend thinks I look better and it's my week off!' All of my dedication was gone, all of my 'give-a-damn' vanished and I failed! There will always be a reason to fail, whether you are trying to quit smoking, loose weight, accomplish any goal; there is always a reason to fail! Get past those reasons.
I had a migraine, I was tired, I didn't want to, it was my week off, I had ever excuse I needed to give up and to fail. Then I went to Boston Pizza with my boyfriend in a new outfit that showed off the little progress I had made. I have lost a few pounds, I am trimmed up, but I am NOT were I NEED to be. We also had a waitress that was a little overweight, and a few girls sitting at tables close to us and I realized that I don't want to look like that. I know I can make myself look great, I can get visible abs and a well defined back to show off. I will look great is my new dress!
We watched the fights, had a great night and I was inspired. I want, no...I NEED to look amazing because I know I can look amazing. I have goals, I have the means to achieve them and with my brand new Under-Armour Sports Bra from Sport Chek I have started again.
It is never to late to start! Starting and stopping is less bad then never starting at all, so please get out there and achieve your goals! I am going for a run!
~<3~
Alrighty, went for a 10 minute terrible run! I ran/jogged/walked to the park down my street and back in a hyperventilating mess! I didn't do well, I wanted to quit before I started, I couldn't find my I-pod to help me go, but I went! That is the important part, I went. I did what I set out to do and I am planning to go for a run every morning until I am no longer a hyperventilating mess!